I am so stressed about moving. There is so many things i have to do at a certain time or by this time or that. Simple things that don't bother other people but make me so anxious and nervous and that upsets me more cause i should be able to do it easly. And i can't do it alone so i have to ask someone to help me which makes me feel worse cause i don't want to bother anyone.
I'm a wreak at work, i can't focus and keep walking away with things half done, or i put somehting in the wrong place and notice half way though what i'm doing, it's like i just zone out and function without thoughts. I keep forgetting words and most of my sentinces sound like "put that..ummm...ummm..you know...that, oh yeah box over on the *long pause* shelf".
I got my electricity and cable taken care of today, but my nervous are shot. I'm shaky and my heart is pounding. But it's over with, it almost all over with, but i'm going to be completely unreasonable the next few days. I'm snapping and getting pissed off at everyone around me.